Perils of assimilation

If only life came with subtitles.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

I Hate You

I Hate You.
I Hate You Because I can't hate you.
I Hate You because You made me fall in love.
I Hate You because you were gentle.
I Hate You because I could talk about poetry and literature and you listened.
I Hate You because this was inevitable.
I Hate You because you were intoxicating.
I Hate You Because if that guy hadn't shown up, I would have stayed.
I Hate You because I now doubt your sincerity.
I Hate You because you were so stoic.
I Hate You for being afraid of attachment.
I Hate You because I didn't get to say goodbye in person.
I Hate You because I now have sadness attached to good memories.
I Hate You because I feel a little used.
I Hate You Because You didn't have to kiss me, but did.
I Hate You because You weren't planned.
I Hate You because you were being rational.
I Hate You because I Knew I would end up hurt, But continued on anyhow.
I Hate You Because I liked Who I was around you.
I Hate You because I never lied, But now I think You did.
I Hate You for making me feel this awful.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

yesterday...

was one of the most wonderful days...