Hem, haw

I've been thinking alot about my future. I used to love learning, and I was attending university just because of that. But I feel like I haven't learned a thing by attending. I don't care about any of my classes, and I don't see the point of continuing. This could be my usual depression talking, yet I have been unhappy here since day one, actually since Orientation. I've gone through many different plans to get away, but I have followed through on none. I am thinking of taking a year off, or even a semester off. There are more cons on the list than pros: Lucy will kill me, Dad will kill me, I'll lose health insurance, I'll have to find a subleaser, I'll have to move and I know no one will help me move, I'd have to work another shitty job to get by, my brother will lose the majority of his grant money, my sister may not get grants, etc. but I'd be happy, right?