musings

I'm terrified of getting hurt. I'm terrified of hurting others. I want to open myself up, but I'm scared of getting hurt in the process. I'm a bit of a hypoctite, I think. I want to speak as honestly as possible with people, and I want them to speak honestly with me, but I'm so guarded. I come off as a cold, arrogant bitch most days, and I don't mean to, it's just kind of a way to keep myself from getting close to others.

hey, you. yeah, I'm talking to you.
I don't mean to hurt you, that's the last thing I want. It's unintentional, I'm just scared.